It’s difficult. Difficult being so far away from home to protect everyone from the bad guys. I enjoy the military life, entirely. But they do have their downsides. It’s difficult not being able to see my parents. It’s difficult not being able to celebrate my family’s birthdays. It’s difficult sitting at a one person dinner table every night. It’s difficult unable to see my sibling’s grow up into something amazing. It’s difficult finding love. It’s difficult to be adapt to something I’m so foreign to. It’s difficult to watch my friends come and go. It’s very difficult. But as long as I know I’m their hero to protect them from the bad things out there. I love my family, my support system, my life so much.

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Wow. SM is utterly falling to pieces.